A little story called life.. · The Breastfeeding Chronicles · The little things

I did…what?!

Caution: This post is about my first experience with preparing myself for breastfeeding! Sorry if this is inappropriate for any readers – now is the time to turn back if it’s not your “cup of tea”. 😉

So today was my first “breastfeeding stimulation” experience. My friend/lactation doctor came over this afternoon, equipped with a breast pump and all kinds of herbal supplements and teas. We discussed the process and options regarding herbal supplementation, medical supplementation, and pure stimulation. I was warned, the herbal supplementation may not be the “tastiest”. After an in depth conversation about my hopes and goals for my breastfeeding, we dove straight into stimulation. So basically, this entails “nipple stimulation” as well as pumping (using a regular breast milk pump). I am fortunate enough to have       – amazing – friends who lend/give me their supplies, so I am the proud owner of a beautiful (and “top of the line”) hospital grade breast pump! Thanks, Amy!!

So, I began pumping, just to test the waters – so to speak. I had discovered weeks ago that apparently my milk supply from my pregnancy with Robert hadn’t dried up; I still have milk, albeit a very small amount. I wasn’t sure if I was finally over the edge of sanity, or if it really was milk I was seeing. Sure enough, my doc confirmed after a one minute trial-pump that I am producing colostrum!!! She had warned me before we pumped to not be disappointed if I don’t see any results from the pumping for a few weeks; low and behold, I had a beautiful showing of colostrum after only one minute of pumping. Not enough to freeze and store, but enough to see that our bodies, as women, are nothing short of amazing. More than a year after losing Robert William, my body still amazes me. As if surviving through the near impossible wasn’t miracle enough! I am just blown away by what God gives us.

Yuck. Anything for Liam!
Yuck. Anything for Liam!

After reveling in the awe of the human body for a while, I made myself a cup of the “mothers milk” herbal tea. Wow. I knew it wouldn’t be pleasant, just from the list of ingredients listed. Among them: fennel. Who puts – fennel – in tea? That’s a spice used in Italian sausage!! Needless to say, it was not a tasty cup of tea, but I held my nose and downed it; then I promptly chased it with orange gatorade.

Nothing will stop me from this bonding opportunity with my son – this is my chance to nourish him and help grow his little body after not being able to carry him myself. Thank you, Lord!!

Here are some resources for breastfeeding for adoptive/biological-surrogate mommies:

Creating A Family

Ask Lenore

Lots of hugs & hope,


8 thoughts on “I did…what?!

  1. Tia and Tamera on an episode went and mixed other things and did it all loose leaf to make it taste better. They didn’t fully describe but they did talk about which flavor mixed tastes best!

  2. I just want you to know that I love keeping up with yours and your cousins story it really gives me a lot of positive hope through all the challenges of infertility thank you for sharing your story I would love to chat with you on Facebook but I know you have a lot of fans my name is Erika Regg and I really look up to you for your strength and wisdoms I hope I can have a similar outcome in my struggle with fertility problems, god bless

  3. Awesome!!! Check out your local LLL or Breastfeeding USA group too. There are lots of mommas there who are supportive of re-lactation. God bless!

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s